It's official...The holidays have begun

Well with the passing of Halloween yesterday we are now truly in the full swing of the holiday season. Although, this time of year is by far my favorite time of year I dread all of the upcoming happenings. As I was handing out candy last night to all of the trick or treaters I was smiling thinking that some day soon that will be me and Brian walking our child house to house in the search of candy. However, when I got home and started seeing all the postings on Facebook my heart began to feel heavy and then the tears started to fall. I know that we are doing the right thing in getting prepared for what is ahead of us by getting our financial ducks in a row but I can't help to yearn for the love that one experiences when they hold their child in their arms. I have faith that it will happen for us one day, I just wish that day was today...